Tag: personal growth

Period of Transition

“Only those who stick around long enough to see the caterpillar turn into the butterfly actually get to witness the transformation.” ― Kristin Michelle Elizabeth

I love this quote because it reminds me that there will be people in and out of your lives constantly. I have been guilty of is worrying about those who didn’t stick around. Let it go! The past is just that, the past. Maybe, just maybe, their assignment was up and it was time for them, or you, to move on. Look for the blessing or the lesson and keep moving forward.

Worry about who isn’t in your life anymore, keeps us from appreciating those who are. This is nothing but a “period of transition”. For those who did not stay around to witness your transformation, wish them good will and release any negativity that may have surrounded their departure. Holding on to the negativity is like holding onto an anchor, it just holds you back. Everyone, including you are on our own journeys. All we can ever do is just keep crawling until it’s time to grow your wings and fly!

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November 21, 2019
Stay on The Lookout

Blessing are everywhere, you just have to stay on the look out for them. There are countless miracles that go unnoticed everyday of every minute. A couple of years ago I learned of just a tiny fraction of the blessing are bodies do for each of us. For instance, if you exercise, your body has a built in cooling system that you do not have to program. Your body can heal itself. You have a build in counseling system consisting of the mind, body and soul. You are literally a walking miracle each and everyday!

With that little knowledge alone my life shifted. When your start to learn just how blessed you are to wake each morning with life, you begin to notice those things in life that are taking up your energy and time. You start to value your time and the time of others.

Time is our most precious commodity. Take inventory of those things that not longer serve their purpose in your life. Time is not promised to no one! Take inventory of your own unique gifts and talents and reflect on just how you can us those gifts to serve this world. Remember: You are a blessing!

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November 14, 2019
I Won the Jeep!

For anyone who has followed my blogs over the past few years knows that I had an auto accident in 2013. It was a rainy Halloween night when I lost control of my BMW and hit the cement divider wall and totaled my car. My BMW was my retirement gift to myself. My husband and I were going through some financial challenges at the time and my car was the only thing I refused to part with.

I remember the evening well because it was the beginning of my spiritual journey. That night of the accident was when I first noticed the tiny whispers of the Universe. As I sat in the back seat of the police car, I remember a calming presence within that was saying everything is going to be alright. I remember thinking “God, you have my attention now!”

Fast forward to 2019 and I am sitting in a huge convention center. My company is about to do a drawing for a 2019 Jeep Cherokee Trailhawk. As I watch the tickets being mixed up, I am thinking my chances of winning is not looking good. There must have be thousands of pink raffle tickets being mixed up in the large clear rotating raffle drum. But I decided not to focus on that, instead I started thinking about how it would feel to be seated in the Jeep, taking in the new car smell. I could hear them calling the numbers. I started thinking, I’m still in the running as they called off the first four numbers. By the 6th number, I was thinking, the winning number is really close to one of my four tickets I had. It wasn’t until they announced the name of the winner that it hit me… I won!

I believe that the Universe is always speaking to us. My accident in 2013 was a wake up call to what life is trying to get me to notice. I make it a practice to stay present and enjoy the beautiful blessing that surround me. I know this post can not express the sheer gratitude, faith and appreciation I have for such a loving, generous, and supportive Life Force, but what I want to say is Thank you!

May 20, 2019
The Path

In life ,we can get so caught up in the opinions of others. We worry that we are not doing the “right” thing. What I and so many others fail to recognize is what feels “right” to you is not always going to feel “right” for someone else. That’s the beauty of life, because their life purpose or path is not for you and vice versa.

One of my favorite guided meditations is The 21 Day Meditation Challenge – The Energy of Attraction by Deepak Chopra and Oprah Winfrey. It is on Day 16 – Trusting Nature where the Centering Thought is “Everyone’s spiritual path is perfect.” To me, it is a reminder that not everyone is meant to do what it is that you are here to do. We are all here with our own divine purpose and mission. It is up to us to determine what that purpose is.

What is the key factor is we are only allotted so much time on this Earth to discover and live our purpose. Time is the only precious resource that we can never get back. So my point is this, don’t get so caught up in living someone else’s life. Live your life purposefully. It’s the only one we have.

May 13, 2019
Creeping Through My List

Each year brings a new adventure. This year, I decided to recommit myself to my network marketing business. Like many others, I associated negatively with network marketing. I never bothered to see if I was perhaps a contributing factor to past failures.

One of my goals has been to re-connect with people. I have been reaching out to people who are on my contact list to see if they are interested in coffee. This story is about a failed attempt. Here’s what happened:

Me: Coffee, next week?

Woman: No

Me: Thank you

Woman: For what?

Me: I appreciate you responding back.

Woman: Who is this?

Me: Tonia Tyler

Woman: Who

Me (I thought I knew her): I used to manage you social media account when I worked with …

Now, I am trying to remember if this is a person I met back in my PR days, so I look at her FB page.

Me: Pure Romance?

Woman: How old are you?

By now, I realize I definitely got her confused with someone else.

Me: Never mind. I realize you don’t know me so please forget it.

Woman: Okay

Woman: You are a creeper (something along those lines)

I almost decided to respond, but then I just deleted our text conversation and her contact information. I was one of those people who use to collect business card and fail to follow up. I know now that just because we don’t do business today, does not mean we might not do business later, if at all. It’s not about how many names you have on a list, it’s about the friends you make from your opportunities.

January 7, 2019
All Present

I honestly think we can learn something new each day. The biggest challenge is usually staying present in the moment to notice. I started getting out and reconnecting with friends. What I often finding myself doing before we met up was worrying about what were going to say. It’s at those moments when you have to tell that little voice inside to “be quiet.” If you are present in the company of others, you can always find something to talk about.

What does it mean to be present? That’s always a great question when people ask me. It’s giving the other person you undivided attention. I always like to define what it is by stating what it is not. Let me give you some examples. Being present is not worrying about what you could be doing with someone else. Being present is not scrolling through your phone when someone is sitting with you. being present is not thinking about what you are going to do once you leave. Being present is saying to the person you are with, that they are important enough to listen and let them be heard.

Once I learned what it meant to be present, my marriage and all of my other relations greatly improved. The power is in your hands. The one thing that is always in your control is yourself.

December 17, 2018
Share Your Music

One of the best messages I read on the message board out side of the gym was “the only bad workout is the one you didn’t do”. That message is not only great for workouts but anything you choose not to do in life. The only bad book is the one you choose not to write, or the only bad song is the one you choose not to record.

I think about the messages I come across and can listen to now that’s available through YouTube. Whatever you have an interest in, you can find. I listen to speakers that no longer are with us but had great messages to share. Think about what you have been through in your life. Only you can share that story because only you have lived that life.

We all have a message and a story to share. I think you do the world a dis-service by not sharing you story. You might be the one with the cure for cancer. Don’t leave this thing we call life with your song still in you. Share your music with the world.

December 10, 2018
Plan Your Life
I find that the more disciplined I am in certain areas of my life, the more freedom I find in other areas. I schedule my daily calendar with habits I want to maintain. For instance, I try and practice daily meditation, reading and journaling. Just maintaining the calendar is a discipline. For the most part, I know in my head what I have on my calendar out in my head but I have found that having it to refer back to at times helps me to maintain those habits.

When I first started keeping a daily calendar, the purpose was to coordinate my daily activities around schedule appointment times with “clients.” The funny thing is, I didn’t have any clients. I slowly began to realize that the calendar wasn’t for scheduling time for others, it was for scheduling time for myself.

I learned three valuable lessons:
1. My calendar is a constant reminder to coordinate the kinds of habits I find important to living a happy and fulfilled life.
2. Schedule the kind of activities that will ensure that you DO what is important to you and for you.
3. If we don’t schedule time for what we want, we will never accomplish what we want because we think we don’t have time.
In the great words of the late Jim Rohn, “learn to work harder on yourself, than you do on the job.” With a calendar, it’s possible.
December 4, 2018
The Grumbles

Some of my hardest “NO” have been said to others in order to say “YES” to myself. I used to get mad and frustrated when people would always ask for favors. I would wonder why was the only one they seemed to call, and get pissed off about it. Those were little grumblings trying to get my attention. The one person I did not seem to get mad with was myself. It was ME who made these people feel comfortable in asking because I was the one always saying yes. I started noticing the feeling that were generated when I would say yes and realized I was the one who had all of the control.

I love the quote by Les Brown who says “if you like what you are getting, keep doing what you are doing” I did not like what I was getting. When I said yes to others, I was saying not to my happiness. I am definitely not saying that we should not help others but sometimes you have to step back and really examine what you are saying yes to. Are you helping or are you enabling? There is a difference.

Take time out before committing to anyone whether you are helping or enabling that person. For me, once I learned the difference, I decide more carefully what I will say “YES” to. The grumbling deep down inside yourself is trying to tell you something. Take a moment to listen.

November 26, 2018
The Transformation

Anything worth value will take time and effort to cultivate. Like writing this blog post. I started writing several years ago. Writing has never been something I saw myself doing. I struggle on many occasions to come up with topic to discuss because like so many of us, I don’t think I am “smart” enough. The experts were once amateurs. It comes down to realizing that with practice, any of us can develop our skills in any area that we choose.

A friend of mine always says “the quality of your life is determined by the quality of your thoughts”. If we hold onto “wormy” thoughts, such as I am not good enough, we will never transform into the beautiful butterfly that is within us. As with anything, pay attention to those thoughts. Awareness is the first step in self-creation. The second step is working to changing them.

The process may sound easy but the concept is not and I understand that. Best believe that changing your thoughts, will definitely change your life. And you are worth it.

November 12, 2018